=Kelsayyy

As Of Late,
I've Just Been A Bitch
To Friends
Family & Loved Ones.
Why?
Good Question
Okay, For One As Of This Week
June 13th Will Be The Three Year Anniversary
Of When I Left My Parents Home.
Some Of You Know Why I Left
Others Just Forget It.
I Stayed Between Two Homes For The Course Of About Three Weeks.
The First Group Of People I Stayed With Were People
I Babysat For,
They Had Three Children & Were Lovely People.
Needless To Say Things Didn't Work Out,
They Had Their Children And Did Not Want
To Deal With The Law Or Social Services.
Which I Completely Understand,
And Thank You Jen & Don <3

After That I Ended Up Living With This Girl I Knew From School
I Didn't Really Care For Her,
But Her Mother Told Me I Could Come Stay There For As Long As I Needed, I Believe It Was About A Week And A Half.
Her & The Children Had To Go out Of Town To New York For An Uncles Funeral.
I Understood.

Gunner This Boy I Went To School With, Who Happened To Be My Neighbor, Told Me To Talk To His Mother Pam.
Reason Being,
I Had Basically A Breakdown On The School Bus Coming Home.
That's Okay Though.
I Talked To His Mother She Told Me To Gather My Things
I Could Come Stay There For As Long As Needed.
Pam Was Living With Don.
They Became Married Because Of Myself.
Legal Guardianship Cannot Be Taken Over Unless The Couple Is Married.
So In August They Went To Be Married.
Pam Had Told Me A While After Being With Them That She Wishes Me & My Mother Could Have Bonded And Still Had That Mother Daughter Relationship.
It Never Happened
And Never Will.
Time Went By
Days, Months, Years.
I Moved In With Them & Legally They Gained Guardianship Over Me On November 8th 2005.

Christmas Had Been Hard For Me The First Year, I Couldn't Even Help Put Up And Decorate The Christmas Tree.
How Pathetic Right?
I Know.
I Had To Leave And Go Outside And Just Cry.

This Hasn't Been Very Easy For Me, And I Know I Sound Like A Whiny Little Child.
I've Been Crying A Lot More Than I Usually Do This Week, And Theres Things That Have Happened In The Passed Two Months That I Never Thought Would Happen.

Even Though Last Time I Wrote About This I Got Fussed At,
I'm Going To Skim Over It To Keep Myself Safe.
April 8th 2008
In Some Magic Way I Stopped Living At Home.
Turns Out For The Passed Two Months I've Been Living With Josh's Family.
His Mom, Step Dad, And Sister.
They Are Marvelous People, Each One Of Them
They've Helped Me Getting My Feet Back On The Ground
His Mom Kathy
Pushed Me To Get My GED
And I Took The test On May 24th, And 25th.
The Next Friday I Received My Results And Come To Find Out
I Passed.
God Was I Happy,
Kathy,
Just Jumped Out Of Bed And Gave Me This Big Hug And Told Me How Proud She Was.
Josh Was Also Proud Too.
Then I Had This Bright Idea To Call Don And Tell Him
To Let Him Know I Passed.
You Know What He Did?
Made Me Feel Like Shit,
He Told Me The Things I Couldn't Do With A GED.
Like Achieving That Goal Was Nothing.
Though The More Attitude He Gave Me
The More He Got Back.
At That Time I Didn't Care.
It Was Time For Him To Hurt.
Because He Seems To Think This Is One Big Party For Me.
But Anyway,
This Is Whats Been On My Mind For The Last Few Weeks.
I Know It Sounds Like Stupid Stuff & I Should Move On
It's Hard For Me To Move On.
Friday Night, I Cried
I Just Cried, Because Fathers Day Is Coming And I Can't Call My Dad And Say "Dad Happy Fathers Day, I Love You"
I Can't Do It.
He Has No Daughter, He Has Burnt All Records, And Photos Of Me
There Is No Proof For Him That I'm Even Alive.
That Just Made Me Cry,
And Then Things Just Started Piling Up,
Kathy Came Over To Me To See If I Was 'Okay'
I Told Her, Er And Shook My Hand To Show I Was Okay.
She Asked What Was Wrong,
I Told Her..
She Told Me She Loves Me & Thinks Of Me As Her Own
As Nice As It Is,
It Is The Same Thing Pam Told Me.
I Don't Think She'll Do What Happened With Pam & I
But Theres No Telling.
I'm Grateful For The People In My Life
And Care About Them All
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For The Fun
Rules
Go to Google and search for each phrase.
Use the first thing that comes up that makes sense.

Q: Type in "[your name] needs" in the Google search:
A: "Kelsey needs to find a home"


Q: Type in "[your name] looks like" in Google search:
A: "kelsey looks like she getting banged real hard"


Q: Type in "[your name] says" in Google search:
A: "Kelsey Says Just another WordPress"


Q: Type in "[your name] wants" in Google search:
A: "Kelsey wants to have Nick's baby"


Q: Type in "[your name] does" in Google search:
A: "Kelsey Does Houston"


Q: Type in "[your name] hates" in Google search:
A: "Kelsey hates pears nao"


Q: Type in "[your name] asks" in Google search:
A: "Kelsey asks CBS to save Back to You"


Q: Type in "[your name] goes" in Google search:
A: "Kelsey Goes to Camp #5"


Q: Type in "[your name] likes" in Google search:
A: "Kelsey likes the little one better"


Q: Type in "[your name] eats" in Google search:
A: "Kelsey eats heads"


Q: Type in "[your name] wears" in Google search:
A: "Kelsey wears grey tights, big blue boots, a belt around ..."


Q: Type in "[your name] was arrested for" in Google Search:
"Kelsey was arrested for reckless endangerment"